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About My Crush


Have you ever admired someone?
Have you ever felt so excited to just hear her/his name?
And being upset if there’s another else converses about her/him?
If yeah, exactly we are in the same boat.
Oke. Let me tell you about my crush.
Stereotipically we admire someone because of her beauty / his handsomeness or something like popularity etc. Right?
Yet, in my case  it doesn’t something like that.
It was happened to me since I was on fifth semester. When I was first time met him. I was imediatelly enamored with him. He was my lecturer on my sociolings class. Partically he was’nt my “real” sociolings lecturer. But for some reasons that I didn’t know why, he became my licturer that semester. He was 27 years old, single ( means have’nt married yet), and he was on his way raising his Doctoral degree in UNS.
At first I thought I would admire him just for awhile I used to. Cause yeah I am easy to admire someone but in a short time. Nevertheless it doesn’t applicable for him. It was a half and a year since I start to admire him. And magically  I still admire him until right now. Damn!!!
I used to admire someone by their apperiance or their handsomeness. In fact He doesnt handsome. his handsomeness doesn’t belong to “ The ordinary handsome level of admiration”. So there’s no reason to admire him for his handsomeness. LoL
Instead of his handsomeness I love the way he speaks, the way he moves, the way he taughts, the way he dresses up, the way he talks about something and anything else.
Wait. Dont be misunderstood. Let me clear it early. I am not obsessing to make him belongs to me. nope. Never ever nope. (but if god gives me him. It’ll be not rejected hahaha *amiin) I know he is my type. But just thinking he will obviously belongs to me it feels like it almost imposible. I wise up exceptionally who I am. We are in the different levels. And you know what. The distance of our levels are toooooooooooooooooooooooooo far away. So yeah I just keep him as my crush.
Badly because of he bacome my crush for so long times. nowdays I enhance my standart “Life Patner” criteria becomes at least someone like him. Damn!!!. Lucklessly It works both ways. Besides the effect for me is I keep being single until right now. It motivated me to qualify myself became in an aqual level with him. So I deserve to get someone like him. Even better than him. I Wish- I Hope. IMHO* it is okay having a crush to motivate and enhance your standard. But the thing that you should not forget is you must be realistic. You have to could control and knowing who you are. Dont compel your destiny. It Noted for my self.
O, MY LORD  YOU KNOW EXACTLY WHO DESERVE FOR ME. YOUR PLANS ARE THE BEST.
Anyway Lately last night I browsed him on the internet and I found his Facebook pages. It was about 01.30 AM and madly I was kepowing him until the dawn. I found some new fact about him. Sssshhhhhhhh it secrets.  But later I’ll make a note bout some quotes from him.
See yaaaaaaaaaaa. . .


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