A Flower of Cactus

Have you ever admired someone? Have you ever felt so excited to just hear her/his name? And being upset if there’s another else converses about her/him? If yeah, exactly we are in the same boat. Oke. Let me tell you about my crush. Stereotipically we admire someone because of her beauty / his handsomeness or something like popularity etc. Right? Yet, in my case   it doesn’t something like that. It was happened to me since I was on fifth semester. When I was first time met him. I was imediatelly enamored with him. He was my lecturer on my sociolings class. Partically he was’nt my “real” sociolings lecturer. But for some reasons that I didn’t know why, he became my licturer that semester. He was 27 years old, single ( means have’nt married yet), and he was on his way raising his Doctoral degree in UNS. At first I thought I would admire him just for awhile I used to. Cause yeah I am easy to admire someone but in a short time. Nevertheless it doesn’t applicable for him.